Well...I guess I have a whole new outlook on life. It's really weird for me. I've been listening to Christian music like I used to when I was younger & liking it, my mom is getting me a promise ring (more about that in a minute), & I'm starting not to curse so much. I guess the things I used to think were important aren't as important anymore. The things I used to find humorous aren't as funny as I really thought they were. I mean don't get me wrong I still LOVE Step-Brothers & movies alike but some of the crude humor I used to think was funny is really annoying to me now. I don't really know what's going on with me. I'm not some goody-girl like I used to be, but some of those characteristics I had I miss. Like the music I miss a lot. It makes me feel good. It scares me that I'm changing. I hope my friends understand this change, because I don't want to lose them over this. I'm not even sure I understand it.

So about this promise ring. It's not a promise necessarily for celibacy, but it's a promise to myself that I'm true to who I am not matter what. I'm not sure if I'll want to have sex before marriage, but I don't need to make that decision now. When the time comes I'll know what I want to do. This ring is just going to represent that I won't do anything unless I'm 100% okay with it at the time. No matter what it is. It can be sex, drugs, alcohol, or even hanging out with people.

Anyway, those are my thoughts. If anyone has anything to share I'd love to hear your opinion . Love you all!!

Shelby.